I feel that I am just a bit away from reaching the thick of the most daunting part of it all. Job searching, digging, and deciphering through various application processes are ahead and will soon be in full throttle. I guess I never thought that it would be starting so soon. In the school setting, time passes so swiftly....I know it is swift by the feeling of my exhaustion. I truly hope that I can get a job in a school that values art education and supports it. However, I am also realizing how important it is to be involved in the groups/boards/committees that one is directly affected by. I am just beginning to know the interior and exterior roles of support. Teaching is a lifestyle, I am not daunted by this because I have already begun to embrace it.
Teaching at the Museum was a very pivotal part of my life. As well as teaching art classes for individuals with disabilities. The staff in both of these settings taught me so much and the atmospheres were truly enlightening. Due to budgets, there was no getting on full time. Art is something that has been so vital in my life that I want to be that advocate - I want everyone to have the opportunity to create art. Going back to school and getting my teaching license was my ticket to teach art everyday in the public school setting. Teaching at these locations also gave me the opportunity to get a heads up on all the things that I needed learn about teaching - so I came ready with questions! Reflecting on all the classes, papers, and discussions.... I can say I do feel like I have come miles - but I can already tell that my student teaching experience is going to be a gem - even after the rough terrain.
A few days before I started student teaching I began to separate the interiors of my closet. On the left - jeans and tees, on the right -teaching attire. I still feel like nothing I have is nice enough. Which is probably because most of it is from second hand stores. But I have been comparing my wardrobe to other teachers at school and I am pretty sure that I am up to par. I think it has more to do with me getting used to the professional attire. I am such a jeans and tee shirt kind of gal. I know I'll find my niche - I should probably just splurge a bit and buy a few new items.
